My mom called and said my cats were fine, though she hasen't seen Furball bring back any wild animal catches. Not that she hasen't caught anything, my mom noted, but she hasen't brought them back to show off, like she usually does when I'm around. She goes "Look Veronica! I caught a baby rabbit today! Watch me eat it!" And then she'd eat this animal that is almost as big as her. She is a wonderful cat, I miss her. She'd go from being a ferocious wild animal hunter, to the sweet emotional needy cat that curls up beside me when I lay down because I was drunk out of my mind. I really miss her.

I've lost a few pounds since I moved in with Adam, but I have been so disgusted with my weight lately, I hate myself so much, I feel like the fattest thing in the world. I mean, Adam and I pretty much never ever eat any non-healthy food. The most fattening food we have here is either the 80 cals per slice cheese slices, or the 400 cals per packet ramen noodles. I guess it's just the wine at night, we don't drink to excess, and I don't eat more than an average of 1200 cals per day (before wine). I guess it's just the 900 calories of wine a night that are sabitoging my weight loss. However, I really don't like the idea of giving up relaxing with a few glasses of wine and watching movies at night. And I don't particularly have the concentration to sit through a movie sober.